10-19-07

  making love never put a
smile on my face
it just turned the world
into a better place
for about an hour or so
until the desires got fulfilled.

  just like drinking
never caused the pain to quit
laughing at me
I cried for someone to
show me why, why, why
I believe that
I am worthless to this world?

  questions fill my mind
and doubts enter my heart
to once again become insecure
of a cold left for dead for me
as I breathed a final breath
I wish I could see you cry for me.

  holding my hand in the graveyard
was an Angel waiting for me
I don't know what it thought of me
and frankly I don't care;
but I had to follow her
because two weeks ago I was better off
drinking my sorrows away
and praying on a wishful thinking
that only caused the drinking
to try to make me forget
of how I ended up here
following an Angel into the light.

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