9-6-07

  the empty bottles laying next to me
only told you that I was hurt
of a love that I thought
was going to be forever
but once again I guess I was wrong
just like nothing I've ever done
has ever turned out right in your eyes.

  just like the cement blocks
build me a wall of a
hardened heart that was forever blamed
of all of my wrong doings
and I wished upon a fallen star
that faded away just like
my dreams that one day I wouldn't have
to grow old all by myself would come true.

  as the rain drops rained down
to fall into the sunsets
so also I was left here
without an option of a choice
that never granted me a wish
even though God;
oh God you know how many times I prayed
for it to come true for me.

  I just wish the heart ache
of my loneliness could end
but i guess only happy endings
happen for me in my dreams alone
as it is just the opposite of my daily routine
of a life unwanted of me.

  because my curses damn me
to a sacrifice unforgiven
as my flesh can't
even stand to look at me
accept only with that
envious smile left
on your lips
of an after taste forgotten.

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