8-28-07

(I've been writing alot lately. and once again,
i think this could be another Country Song.)

  I saw her standing there.
next to the Karaoke Machine.
playing with her "pig tails."
just waiting for my fantasies.
to come true for me.
and I smiled a generous smile.
back at her.
of one that she knew was.
only meant for her.
as the torment of loneliness.
torture us both.
as our passion for each other.
turned into a lust.
that made even the.
Religious folks shake.

  slow dancing into a dirty thought now.
we crawled into each others arms.
that got tangled up into the Alcohol.
of a love lasted but.
only for a Pitcher to down itself.
into the pain of loneliness.
which was exiled.
into a fixation never come true.

  the full moon smiling now.
at a true love come true.
even if it was only after.
a few shots of "Hard A."
but lately we've been.
taking love for granted.
just like each other.
as one day the fantasies will reapear.
back into the hopelessness that.
never ended, but only got deeper and deeper.
into a hole that just.
coninued to bleed away.

  we aplaud the Whiskey.
that makes us happy.
as a standing ovation.
is about to occur.
because in total Drunkunness bliss.
we almost became secure.
and for that reason alone.
I wipe that tear away from my face.
which only caused me to think.
that I was always meant to live alone.
forever just to be forsakened.
into the dirty thoughts of a slow dancing.
that almost really happened for me tonight.

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