8-23-07

  and I wandered into.
the whites of the walls.
that only got closer.
that shut myself off.
away from this ugly world.
who never could.
forgive me anyway.

  I thought I saw Judas.
steal a kiss from Lucifer.
who just sat there smiling at me.
as I begged and I pleaded.
for a bed of roses to.
lay my body to rest.
but once again I was denied.
as my pain set in.
I realized that.
even the empty holes of my heart.
could never mend back together.

  but lately I've been optimistic.
almost to a state of a Paranormal Activity.
and so I smile into a devious smile.
that you wanted to bitch slap so much.
right off my face.

  and it was then that I saw.
a thousand laughing faces.
laughing in nothing but unison.
of a worthless kiss that I.
received tonight from a betrayal.
never forgiven of me.

  seduction was in reach for me.
but I denied it's envy.
only because I am.
a Man of my word.
because that is the only thing.
that I will never let go of.
of which is an honesty so real that.
it paralyzed you.
as soon as you touched it.

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