7-28-07

  ok; so i laugh.
i laugh almost to a smile.
that never faded into beauty.
as wonders never create Miracles.
that expand past the Horizon.
that continues to cross into Oblivion.

 and red drops drip Black.
down from my Angels.
who took a sacrifice
(as a sign of Faith).
but i only have doubts,
doubts, and more doubts.
as i can no longer
believe in such Fairytales of a yesterday.

  so now the clean up begins.
of the scars that began to
dig deep into my skin.
into an uncureable pain.
and i can only Pray now
that i might be able to
believe in You.

  crying almost to a fault now.
i wonder if i cry because
i am going crazy?
or if i am just sad to believe in nothing real?
and so what if i laugh; a laugh of...
uncontrollable wonder of a why
that has become left unanswered for me.

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