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  almost at a blink of closeness
i open a window; a window; and yet another window.
parellell almost. even absolutely amazing.
only because insanity smiles.
almost even laughs at me.
while i sleep.

  but yet i still dream.
why do i dream?
emptiness still fills me even when i sleep.
white clouds rain down
to open what?
a smile? a fear? a hope?
i gaze into the illusions of
a mental capacity.
and as i stare into nothing
the red drips of blood begin to fall.

  fall down my face.
as my eyes continue to fill with...
tears; many; many tears.
unforgiving; almost.
to an empty despair.
of a quiet silence gazing motionless.
across the skies.
and i beg; i beg; i beg you.
to open yet another line
that crosses into your heart.
of forgiveness for me.

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