Sitting here remembering all the good times we shared
You were my first love
My heart still skips a beat when you look at me that certain way
My heart still speeds up every time I see you
My heart still beats for you the way it did three years ago

You were my world, yet I let you go
People said if I let you go and its meant to be you would come back
Well you are back but only as a friend

I’ve told you I want to be with you
Yet you stay with her
She has caused your life so much chaos, so much drama
She can never love you the way I love you

I asked you if you would ever give us another shot
And you said you would have to think about it

Its like you build my hopes up
Then you knock me down to the ground

I have found myself crying over you
A million tears and you still are not back in my arms
Where you need to be

I feel so helpless
Like a small child out in the middle of the desert
And I feel like you are the only one that can save me.

I miss you so much it hurts
It hurts so bad I cry myself to sleep
Knowing I might not ever have you in my arms again.

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