sometimes i think you killed my muse
but you're too complacent for that
could you feel how badly you hurt me last night?
because i can feel the chasm between us widening
and it makes me sick
what dirty secrets are you hiding from me?
and why haven't i gotten any wiser to your tricks?
i had a dream that you laughed in my face
told me it had all been a lie
you had always loved
fucked
cared for
another

and now, i should be laying in your arms
convincing myself it was just a dream

but i get the feeling you don't know i'm gone
or if you do
you're not gonna come looking for me

that's me in the corner
that's me in the spot
light
losing my mind over this shit

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