Eight months passed and I'm still drowning
Eight months gone since you spread your wings
Since you went up to the mountain of no return
Since your deadly intentions carried a fatal confirm.

Eight months passed and I find I still cry
Cause hard as I try
I still don't know why.

Eight months passed and I'm still a nervous wreck
Eight months gone since you took a gun and left
Since a single bullet tore your very own life apart
Since that same bullet has since been lodged in my heart.

Eight months passed and I find I still cry
Cause hard as I try
I'll never know why,

Why eight months later I still can't say goodnight
Why I cannot make things alright
Why you chose to end your life with suicide..

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RIP Scott Matthew Ellenberger 9-23-04
--* You are still my wonderwall.

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