I’m falling into the darkness again,
It’s such a long ways down,
Wondering how long I’ll stay,
My brain keeps spinning me around,
Going back to my old ways,
When I told myself never again,
All hopes of life keep tearing away,
Trying at all just seems too vain,
I want to be lifted out of here,
Taken so far away from this,
I can’t see through all these clouded tears,
Is this what hell really is,
The drugs are always so tempting to me,
The knife always looks so kind,
Why can’t I live happily,
With a clear and peaceful mind,
Will I always just go back and forth,
Or will the torture over take me,
Showing me just how much I’m worth,
When I just want to be able to breathe,
The water is covering me now,
I’m being pulled into my fate,
I just want to know how,
I could die from all my self-hate,
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