Overlooking my flaws,
Seeing into me,
There is a different person here,
Changed from what I used to be,

I want to be noticed,
For the things that I do,
I want to be noticed,
Mostly by you,

I look in the mirror,
Still crying at what I see,
So much imperfection,
So much lost in me,

I look at you with feelings,
Of what I don’t know,
I want you to know me,
Before I finally go,

I want you to know how different I am,
I want you to know why I act how I do,
I want someone to be here with me,
I want to spend my time with you,

I want you to tell me,
Everything I want to hear,
Of how you feel down,
When I am not near,

Tell me not to be scared,
I have nothing to fear,
Of how no matter what,
You will always be there,

And then I’ll wake up,
And you wont be around,
It was all in my dreams,
Cause your no where to be found,

And I’ll take the whole bottle,
And down it with wine,
And forever be forgotten,
From this lost world of mine,

You’ll wake up from that dream of yours,
Thinking it could never happen at all,
As you’re lying there confused,
You’ll finally get the call,

Just a one night stand,
Nothing new to you,
Just a poor lonely girl,
Unbroken, unused,

There was something different about her,
You thought in your mind,
You actually liked her,
She wasn’t your usual kind,

But if you followed your feelings,
Your friends would make fun,
Caused she dressed quite different,
This mysterious one,

So you left here in the morning,
With a bad feeling on hand,
My death, my dear,
Was not what you planned,

You fed me your truths,
And I believed them that night,
I thought you had stronger morals,
But I guess that wasn’t right,

Now I’m lying here dead,
Because I understood the dream,
It all really happened,
It was all as it seemed,

Just 12 hours ago,
I was wishing for you,
My wish was finally granted,
But you never came through,

Now you’ll be grieved,
With this horrible burden,
You’ll see my eyes in your dreams,
And I’ll never be forgotten.

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