somedays I see everything as good
and only me as evil

somedays I feel no purpose in myself
and yet so much meaning in life

somedays I feel loved
somedays I don't

somedays I feel connected to everything I touch
and somedays I feel disconnected ... and so far out of reach

somedays I think this world would never miss me
and somedays I honestly believe it needs me

somedays I am transparent as the wind
and silent as the stars
to everything and everyone around me
and somedays I am loud, easily noticed and hard to miss

somedays I believe in love and feel the beating of my heart
and somedays I am utterly heartbroken and falling apart

somedays are good ...and... some are bad
somedays I'm angry ...and... some I am happy
somedays are full of pain ...and... sorrow
and somedays everything makes me sad


somedays I believe in happily-ever-after
and somedays I can't even see as far as tomorrow

somedays I believe in myself
and some I don't

somedays I feel special
and somedays I I see myself as less than nothing


somedays I'm right
somedays I'm wrong

somedays I have more inner strength than anyone I have ever known
and somedays I emotionally collapse and can't go on

somedays I am so full of love and life and I can laugh

.......
....
......


but
E V E R Y D A Y ... under a the many masks of make believe
 ...inside I'm silently crying , broken and dying.



somedays I'm in denial
and somedays I am all too well aware ... It will always be this way


and somedays I lie to myself
and say everything will be ok.........someday.
because, someday...........someone will care

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