How do you move foward when all you do is think off the past
When the fears of child hood come lingering through youre path

mabe to scared to keep takeing those steps because you know at any time
you could fall back
loose another one you love some one you cant live without

people always said the older i got the more these memories
would get to me

I never belived ir until now
because when i was 5 thiers no way I could truly ever understand watching my sister
DIE

She had gone to heaven and peolpe where sad
I on they other hand lost my best friend
But never thought to this day
that the memorie would play over and over
that this nightmare would make me scared to live
because takeing chances on love and i mean love to anyone is
hard when in the back of youre mind
you know that happieness only comes with death lingering close behind

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