I realized, today, exactly what big emptiness is upon my life.
This malady of thought is encumbering my soul, and dousing my fire.
On this day, I think of this parasite that dwells inside of me.
I know why it is that I’ve not the strength to hold my own.
Now, in times where my outlook should be of optimism,
I can not quite reach, when I search for my greatest obelisk of strength.
For she is away, for now, and I, for the first time in a great while,
do not know how or when I will be safe.


I’m just so weak
So sad
Because I miss her

Always so tired
So lost
Without her

Without the one whom was my star, I somehow know I can move on.
With my Faerie adrift so far, I’ve forgotten what it feels like to fly.

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