You can see the ferris wheel
miles and miles away
I'm going to go to the top
then I'd be okay

as i got in the basket,
the wheel turned slowly
i looked up to the sky
it doesn't look deadly

the wheel kept on turning
i stopped the man at the bottom
"can you get me to the top, till i say to go
theres nobody here.. please, handsome?"

i flutter my eyelashes and he sighed
he turned the wheel to the very top
i leaned back, smelling the fresh air
looking down, that doesn't make my heart stop

i looked up to the sky
"its like i could touch you"
i whispered. "why can't i be you?"
i looked away, what am i to do?

i stood up, without holding anything
theres a town that i could see so far
this beautiful town, yet so ugly
the thing that never stop, is the war

i looked up to the sky which is changing colors
"I'm tired of the war. war of everything
war with the world, war with me
I'm nothing like you, nothing"

"i like a boy, i don't think he feels the same
maybe its because i cannot hear?
i don't know, i always have knew everything
but this time, i don't care.... not anymore"

"I'm tired of standing up tall
I'm tired of being perfect in your eyes
I'm tired of being on the top then i fall
I'm tired of not being caught when i fell"

the sky is turning into black
the lights turned on the ferris wheel
i looked up, picking the biggest star of all
closed my eyes making a wish that wont reveal

i leaned over, seeing the world below
tears rolling down on my cheeks,
falling to the ground, i signaled its time to go
the man nodded his head and took me down

to hell.

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