Will they ever care that I try?

I sit late at night thinking
Thinking about all the things I did wrong
They say this is wrong and that is how you should do it
I do it like that and I still can’t do it right
Like this they say once more, I won’t tell you again
My house mates laugh because I have to do their chores again, for “they” voted on it
No matter how hard I try, try ,try again it will always be wrong

Will they ever care that I try?

Wrong is the story of my life
The way I lead others is wrong
Wrong is the story of my life
I always put life’s “priorities” in the wrong order
Wrong is the story of my life
Even my personality is wrong

So what do you do to a life that is going all wrong?
You change it!
Do you try more?
You know it will be useless, you’ll just get put down more
Do you give up?
Giving up seems so easy
Or do you choose the “wrong” people to talk about it?
Everyone needs to talk
Do you just hold it in till it goes away?
You will blow up at the “wrong” time. You can never just hold it in forever
Do you try to cover it up with drugs? Take the things that are offered to you
Most of your friends do
Or do you fault your self if some thing happens to a girl that is changing her life in to death
I know I will make the wrong decision because I AM wrong!
Will anyone ever care that I try?

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--Updated - Wed 5/14/08
I am done with Finals! YAY! I also created a cool "blog" style website (CMS) for Remembering EA-Land and The Sims Online Tell me what you think if you have nothing else to do.
--Updated - Thursday 1AM 5/08
I Finally finished all my classes for my first year of university. I have finals 2 days next week. I made it through the first year. 60% of my highschool class that went to college/university dropped out before they finished the first year. So hey I may not have a 4.0 but I made it :)
--Updated ~ Friday 5AM (Still before bed...) 5/2/08
On of the only other online communities i have been a part of recently is closing its doors forever... EA-Land/Sims Online Remember The Sims Online!
--Updated ~ Saturday (before bed) 4/26 01:50 AM
People here are great! This is why I stayed here so long. When I told another member (she knows who she is) that I was so upset I had almost called her the night before; she not only sent me a few uplifting DPmails but also even insisted on calling me. THANKS!

Joanna, you have no clue how much that meant to me then. You have no clue how much that means to me now. Again it seems for no reason I lost it yesterday(4/24) and tonight, just completely broke down and cried, and cried; I thought of you and how nice you were to me the other night on the phone. THANK YOU So much!

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I'm in college ....
Name: Adam L
Hair: Brown hair
Build: 5'5"ish ; not skinny ; not huge
Sex: I hear its fun... (Yes that means just what you think it does) o you mean
Gender: Male
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@18:19:48tangeled espoused
if only they could all fuck like pornstars, look like rockstars and speak like mutes.


@01:36:09King_Crazy_Dave said
lol u gotz frawgd homie

@23:40:42 Zen ejaculated
okay public announcement. * i was owned by Adam


My Favorite comment found on someone elses work.
On Saturday February 23rd, 2008, Alanarchy (1631) writes to Kingly Servent:
I won't insult the author, but I will say, that if a duesh bag had somehow been given the ability to express its self, and the chance to put pen to paper, it would write something very similar to this.
Man I love you for this comment :)