I’ve lost you in the darkness
Why do you have to go, I’m only 15
I can’t see you when I need to
But they say you can’t hide from me in the darkness

Your pain is gone, but you have left it for me
They say after my light goes out I will find you
But if I leave life, my pain will be left for others
Sometimes I think darkness is the only way out

Now I see a girl my age strive to go to the dark
Why must she leave me here to see everything?
All she can do is fall
I look at the fall and try to catch her
I can’t, I have to find you in me first
How can I help another that tries to loose the light of life when I think about mine so much

Is falling through the darkness worth it or is there a brighter flashlight for me
Can I be strong and never give in
People say you have given in
How can they say that when all your life you have stayed there and held on for me?
How can they say that when you fell long after the dark came after you?
Your strength is the reason I never broke the light of life, but now you’re gone
Can I find enough of you to keep me from plunging myself into the dark

One thing is for sure
If I drop myself in to the dark I will never return,
Return to the light of life
Return to my friends
Or even return to my life that’s just so wrong

I loved you Mom please let me have the strength to keep the light
I want to show people that I’m strong like you were
I’m only 15, I need help to keep going on like this
I need you, it scares me that I think like this now
I need some one anyone now who will care


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--Updated - Wed 5/14/08
I am done with Finals! YAY! I also created a cool "blog" style website (CMS) for Remembering EA-Land and The Sims Online Tell me what you think if you have nothing else to do.
--Updated - Thursday 1AM 5/08
I Finally finished all my classes for my first year of university. I have finals 2 days next week. I made it through the first year. 60% of my highschool class that went to college/university dropped out before they finished the first year. So hey I may not have a 4.0 but I made it :)
--Updated ~ Friday 5AM (Still before bed...) 5/2/08
On of the only other online communities i have been a part of recently is closing its doors forever... EA-Land/Sims Online Remember The Sims Online!
--Updated ~ Saturday (before bed) 4/26 01:50 AM
People here are great! This is why I stayed here so long. When I told another member (she knows who she is) that I was so upset I had almost called her the night before; she not only sent me a few uplifting DPmails but also even insisted on calling me. THANKS!

Joanna, you have no clue how much that meant to me then. You have no clue how much that means to me now. Again it seems for no reason I lost it yesterday(4/24) and tonight, just completely broke down and cried, and cried; I thought of you and how nice you were to me the other night on the phone. THANK YOU So much!

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@18:19:48tangeled espoused
if only they could all fuck like pornstars, look like rockstars and speak like mutes.


@01:36:09King_Crazy_Dave said
lol u gotz frawgd homie

@23:40:42 Zen ejaculated
okay public announcement. * i was owned by Adam


My Favorite comment found on someone elses work.
On Saturday February 23rd, 2008, Alanarchy (1631) writes to Kingly Servent:
I won't insult the author, but I will say, that if a duesh bag had somehow been given the ability to express its self, and the chance to put pen to paper, it would write something very similar to this.
Man I love you for this comment :)