When i was little, i never dreamed of getting married
like little girls did...
and the more we talk of it, the more i realize...
never
never
in my whole life have i wanted to spend every moment, cent,
memory with you. or anyone else for that matter.
but you in particular.
so why does everyone else want it to happen?
they don't see the real you. they see "plastic you"
perfect til you hurt me.
which, you haven't really done... because i always hurt you
before you get the chance.
i have been conditioned to hurt. why not? that's the way i
was raised.
so how can i ever learn how to love if i hurt everyone i
touch?
time, they say...
small snicker... time does not always heal or teach.
things can get more painful with time.
things can hurt deeper with time
til whenever, i will never dream of being married
instead, i will think about who you will marry, and if you
will be happy, married to her, but loving me -
if it still hurts - i have done my job well.
(sorry for this piece of crap...just wanted to ramble)
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