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I don't have a poem to share here because I can't think. The only thing that I can think about is my family. I had an Uncle who decided to take his own life yesterday. Well they think that he took his own life. He was found in the bath tub, drown. I can't understand why he would leave us like that. I can understand him wanting to be with my cousins but he didn't have to leave us. I had to cousins, his daughters, who drown. One of them drown in a swimming pool and the other about a year later in a pond. My family for some reason or another can't go around water. On Aug. 13, friday the 13th, last year my cousin Steve drowned also. I don't understand it and I can't stand it. My momma made me promise her last night that I would not drink because when Steven died I went out to a buddies house, drank and got into a fight. It ended up getting broken up by 8 cops and the other guy ended up spending 2 days in the hospital and he got a medical discharge from the military. HOWEVER, I did go out last night and got drunk because I did not give a fuck.. I still don't. I just want to know why in the fuck is my life like this. Why do we have to suffer through this much bull shit. I CAN'T FUCKING STAND IT ANYMORE.. I AM DONE!

FUCK THIS LIFE!!



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On Saturday January 14th, 2006, Army Barbie (487) writes:
Awww...baby...i'm sowwy. If I could hug you I'd never let you go...until you made me.


On Thursday January 5th, 2006, An Expired Member (3) writes:
i have a friend in the military, and most the men in my family have been there too...its not easy, especially when things many miles away go wrong. but its better to come out on top, if anyone ever doubted you, prove them wrong. create the life for yourse


On Monday December 12th, 2005, snowangel (3) writes:
please feel better


On Sunday December 11th, 2005, lordshadow (211) writes:
There's nothing anyone can say that would make it feel any better. A million cliches wouldn't bring anyone back. The only thing I have to offer you is my heartfelt apologies.


On Sunday December 11th, 2005, lordshadow (211) writes:
Think of it like this: someone is fucking with you; making life hard for you; throwing shit at you that you can't handle. If you give up, then they win. So don't let them win... don't give up. Like Veingo said, stay strong. We are all here for you.


On Sunday December 11th, 2005, down-sx-ft (50) writes:
I am trying to but it is hard.. It was realy hard for me last night, or this morning rather, when my sister called me at 4 a.m. because she couldn't stop crying to go to sleep.


On Sunday December 11th, 2005, down-sx-ft (50) writes:
I know that I need to stay strong for my family but it is hard when I am over a thousand miles away and can't just go home whenever I please because I am in the military.


On Monday December 12th, 2005, lordshadow (211) writes:
Trust me, from one soldier to another... no one can ever possibly understand how you feel. Everyone feels differently. When people say "I know how you feel" they're full of shit.


On Monday December 12th, 2005, lordshadow (211) writes:
The best anyone can ever offer, is "I understand" and I do, because I've been there. Tough it out bro, it will get better, I promise.


On Sunday December 11th, 2005, veingo (588) writes:
I'm sorry to hear this. My family has lost someone around the holidays for the past 6 years. It sucks,and it's hard, but stay strong man. ^V^



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