i try to believe in one more day
that hopefully you here to stay
but as the days start to pass by
i feel as if your fading away
you say it will get worse
that this is only the beginning of a long ending
but i dont want to believe that
this is all so confusing
and painful
i try to hold on to another day
and i will
just please tell me you will do the same
i know it hurts
i know its not fair
but neither is the way your treating me
dont act like you cant see me
dont act like you dont want to
dont act like you cant kiss me
dont act like you dont want to
dont act like you cant hold me
dont act like you dont want to
everyday i try so hard to make things better
but am i?
maybe i'm not
maybe you dont love me anymore
maybe i was just some ordinary girl
but you must realize that i want to be more
so much more
just let me
you say you see me as your wife
is this true or just a lie
you mended my hurt
that was so abused
so dont try to hurt me
not you too
i just want to feel loved
i want to feel loved by you
no one else
dont let this be some dream i lived
because i woke up to reality and this is it
you
you are my reality
my dream come true
so dont hurt me
i dont want my heart to be abused
please just tell me you will always stay
like in the song
our song
that says you will stay if i ask you to
dont tell me thats a lie
dont say its not true
things will get better
just not too soon
i dont mean to hurt you
and i dont mean to lie
when i talk about other guys
its just because i cant lie
i cant keep secrets
not from you
i promised myself a long time ago
that the one i love would know everything
but maybe i too must brake my promise
even if that will be hard
i draw myself away from others now
i'm done with all of them
it doesn't matter to me
you can be my lover and my best friend
without you i would go through withdrawls
because your the drug i love so much
no drug ever held me higher then the way you do
i can get high just from your touch
i try to hold on to one more day
hopefully those days will go on forever
never to end
because if i lost you
i would reach my ending
© 2006 broken_spirit
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